regret

well, it has been eons since i wrote my last entry here. but that's not enough hindrance for me to write something purportedly full of regret.

not that i'm filling in about the details... wala lang.. writing about how i feel regretful seems to be enough for me.. (yeah.. yeah.. what's the point of writing this? guess what... none of your business.. hehe)

as long as i have acknowledged for myself that i was.. i am.. regretful...

and as long as i'm fully aware that what i did would have negative repercussions... and as long as i'm prepared for those repurcussions to happen, regardless of how lamentable my future will get...

i guess that's enough to convince me that everything will turn out mighty fine... besides everything always end in death... what could be worse than that?

wow... i am scaring myself with these thoughts...

so anyway back to striving and burning the brows...