emo shit

i'm about to be dropped from my history class.. or if that's not true, i'll still not get the bonus points which our teacher promised to us because of my stupid absence in histo today (although I hope I will not need those bonus points.. please.. or I would kill myself for these ever-consistent stupidity clinging hardly to my insides). or maybe, he won't give me the chance to take my oral exams which is like a big chunk of my histo grade.

i have NSTP requirements which I haven't passed yet. late. as usual.

A stupid bota lab write up that was due three weeks ago.

a theo paper, which can be possibly passed late.

haven't studied for the dreaded lab exam in cat anatomy or cat mutilation 101 (i refuse to call it compa ana, because it seems like we're not comparing anatomies anymore..
we're just mindlessly ransacking every bit of dignity dead cats have during their stay here as cute cats... pusakals, yeah, but still cute.. it would be more wonderful if we're dissecting the body of hitler, that fucking psycho who almost destroyed the whole world with his delusions of grandeur..)

haven't slept soundly and soundly for the whole sem.

and tons of very depressing stuff about my personal life that i can't write about.

oh the rapture, oh the joy.. to cease existing. if i can afford to do it, i would.

but you know me. a coward. was, is, and will always be.

so, i therefore conclude that i should continue to smile that cowardly smile, and live the cowardly life.

after all, i still believe that there's gonna be more to life than this motherfucking shit i'm having. wow.. that's rare optimism coming out from me.

after reading this, all i said to myself was: ANG GALING MONG MAG DRAMA KUYA... WINNER KA.. hehe...