after dan's b-day

you know what disappoints me right now.

it's the fact that after countless hours of brainstorming... i still am not able to write anything about this short story i'm supposed to make a reflection with.

maybe because the paper is for fil 14 and i feel immense pressure to prove myself to that condescending fil prof. well, not really condescending... basta alam mo yun.. ung feel mo kailangan mo talaga galingan ung paper na ibibigay mo sa kanya.. tapos sa sobrang pagnanais mong galingan, you end up with nothing. it sucks, big time. and that's exactly what i feel right now.

adding injury to the insult is the upcoming long exam for zoo lec on monday which i haven't studied for yet (our 2nd long exam after 2 weeks... fast pace!!!!!).... i'm sort of thankful for that first long exam because i got lucky.. but i know that this 2nd long exam, it's either i study or die.. and given the fact that i still haven't studied for it... and it's just two days away.. gosh, i think my only option is to die. haha.

buti na lang bday ni danica. btw, HAPPY BIRTHDAY DANICA!!! 18 ka na... ur a big girl now (metaphorically... kasi matagal ka nang big literally.. hehe)... dalaga ka na!!! adult ka na!! haha.. anyway.. at least, i got the chance to have fun again because of course hs friends are there... plus i got to see the intarmed people (cj and reysa) who I haven't seen for a very long time. plus, i can curse all i want for all the trivial shits i'm exposed with to friends who will support you in your most curse-ful of times.. (thanks ces! haha... i-ninong mo ako kay bigatutay ha! hehehehe... seriously ces, lay-off the alcohol.. and don't even try to deny it.. haha).

yun, because i'm happy again. i'll try to summon up all my tagalog writing powers in order to come up with a decent fil paper...

ahhhh!!!! Dieux!!!!