this portion was made last thursday, didn't have time to post it.

i failed my second long test in math. A huge F was what I will stare at tomorrow. if that doesn't come trueI swear I'm gonna shoot myself with whatever I have at the moment that I will do that "shooting" thing. Hehe..It wasn't that hard, it was easier than the first long test. However, for some god-knows-what reasonmy mind suddenly stopped making neurons and unjustly went to temporary hibernation.Bakit ganun, kung saan madali yung test, di ko pa naansweran. grr...

Turns out I'm right anyway. 38/100. I'm surprised pa nga I got a 38, I though it would be below than 20. So my average went down from C+ to D. Huhu...

Anyway, I'm sure I'm gonna attend math 18 A (lang, no b!) na track. Which I hope will be kinder and more patient to us "slow learners".

I never thought that college is this hard. Especially, first year college.

I thought it would be a smooth sailing walk in the park, with some resting in the mat and picnicking in the lawn kind of thing.

Turned out, it's exactly the opposite.

It's a shitty swimming of a shitty pond, and if you don't know how to swim and breath under shit, sori ka na lang.

Well, well..

Anyway, akala ko kasi nasa dorm ako, I'll never be late again. Napakamaling akala nun.In fact, me and my room mate (na kapareha ko ng schedule, as in sa lahat!) are always the one late in our Chem class with Dr. Cuyegkeng, the VP of Loyola Schools (chem + cueyegkeng= unspeakable). Swerte namin, if pagdating namin, she's still doing the roll-calling, pero if not, one cut baby!

Ah, sinalihan ko Gabay, it's an org for scholars and they do tutoring to elementary and high school kids and they assigned me as theassistant area head. What did they see in me? I passionately believe that i dont't look respectable or responsible. I look like anything but "leaderly".. hehe (I also joined ACHes, my homeorg so I'm "forced" to join it.)

To dorm stuff na naman.

I'm very thankful that I made some friends here in the dorm. Kasi akala ko, magiging super OP ako dito, so yun, wala lang, umaapaw lang sa kaligayahan ang aking puso. And thanks to my blockmates who are living in the dorm (france, leo and atet- pero di lang naman sila friends ko, wala lang blockmates ko lang sila so we have the same schedules, therefore sila yung pinakanakikita ko- like everyday!), I won't be a loner anymore. Yehey!
We have this IAC in the dorm, sort of an Intrams thing and i'm sort of disappointed that the acadcomm team didn't draft me to their team. Well, it's because I sort of expected that I'll be in their team because the captain, ate inez, told me almost everytime we see at cervini lobby, na kung pwede mag acadcomm team ako sa IAC. And well predictably, i always say yes to her, because hello, its my beloved acadcomm (the committee of the "financially disadvantaged" but "intellectually capable" people.. well, mostly anyway... hehe)and I really want to be in the team closest to my heart.

But for some sad reason, my name was "accidentally" swapped to the other team, the black team rebels

Weird position. I'll be playing volleyball for the black rebels, but deep in my heart, I want the Pink Tados to win, so better if I'll not play na lang.

Its fun here in the dorm, even though sometimes I can't keep up with "THOSE" kind of people, but at least, meh mga kauri ako dito. I never expected that, but neverthelessI 'm happy about it.

I really really want to participate in my Pinoy class discussions, but somehow, parati akong nauunahan ng matabang lalaking kung magsalita ay mas guro pang pakinggan kaysa sa aming guro (if you know what I mean), and his ideas sounds amazing and wow, if only we don't have almost always exactly the same ideas to share. Kawawa lang ako dahil ako ay nasa likod at maliit lang po akong tao, at siyempre unang unang makikita ng aming guro ay ang matabang tao na nasa harapan. Unfair... hihi..

Promise sa Monday, I'll participate like with all heart and soul there's no tomorrow... eksaj naman yun.. hay... WAHAS.. i miss that word..
reminds me of the happy old high school days, where problems are great, but fun things are greater...

Hoping I'll ace that first long test in Chem (almost wishfully thinking na nga, hindi na hope- because I know its IMPOSSIBLE. San ka ba naman makakakita ng science teacher who abhores the use of dimensional analysis... it's hard kaya to "unlearn" dimensional analysis).
Wow, long entry, bored kasi, after watching 10 straight episode of Desperate Housewives (CERSA network's greatest perk: FREE TV SERIES)

Addendum:

Lord, help me to make my mind work in Math,never thought I was this bobo in Math. I was too proud to admit my weakness. Now at least I know, that I am really bobo in math, therefore Lord, wag mo na akong pahirapan, cge na naman.. please... (pa cute face to God)

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