out of boredom

i've got tons and tons of things to do, but i'm still not doing it.

first i've got to read our lit and pinoy readings. not just read, but analyze them "critically". pretty demanding teachers.

Then i've got that essay in english, which I hate to write so much because the topic that my prof approved for me is the hardest among the list of topics that I gave to her. It's not entirely her fault because, duh, I labeled it no. 1 in the list because I thought it was cool sounding. Well she fell for the cool-soundedness of my topic and she approved it, not knowing that deep inside I was hoping against hope that she would approve the topic on me growing up as an only child.

Guess what thesis she approved?

"Our life will be better if we make our technologies simpler"

What the %@%!!XXX***@!!@!

I don't have an idea how to defend that fucking notion grrrr....

So instead of making an essay due on wed, i'm now here blogging about the pathetic state that I'm currently in..

Teka lang, may napapansin akong patterns ng aking entries lately...

they are all so depressing and derogatory..

hayaan mo, next time i'll force myself to make a happy entry. In this desperate life that I currently have, I'm sure there's that one small portion ,s iguro 0.001 parts per million (ok chem nerdy talk here, pagbigyan nyu na ako), na maari kong pigain ng buong pwersa, para lang makasulat ng isang "entry" (pagpasok?) na naglalaman ng mga masasaya at pabulosang pangyayari

so yun.