disappointment

what a waste of emotional involvement. you build up for months this great wall of trust, because you think.. finally.. oh fucking god finally, you have found someone who you can completely trust. no holds barred. whose presence makes you feel so comfortable that you can dare to reveal your truest, meanest, kindest self.

and then one awkward thing leads to one misunderstanding leads to one big elephant in the room. leads to silence. and that wall you once thought was so great and comforting suddenly melts into spineless pieces of shit.

so here's to a treatment of silence.

farewell. thou user.