gearing up

2 weeks and this sem would finally be over. this sem, i have made some terrible decisions and fucked up even the most unfuckable of things, yet i'm still hoping that i'd be able to pull it off at the last stretch.

weird enough, despite starting out really well (at least, that's what i thought), i am now fearful of the conclusion. my theology classes haven't been going very well, even if in theory it should be the no-brainer among all my sub*ects. maybe it's because the teacher is so damn narrowminded. or maybe her approach is ust wrong for the subect. YOU CAN NEVER reduce theology into a mere memorization of doctrinal definitions. unfortunately, that's what we have been doing all sem long. and it is such a shame because i was expecting to learn a lot from this course, seeing that i have some sprituality issues to deal with.

god! (no pun intended) enough about theology.

i need to add fuel to my fire... because right now it's waning, and is about to be permanently extinguished.

fuck, why am i turning out to be the poster boy of the burnt out club?