org chem sucks

i know it's 1 am, and i know haven't finished studying for this big org chem exam. far from it, in fact. but i just can't resist stalling the whole study process in exchange for some odd minutes here and there, watching youtube videos or blog surfing or typing nonsense. somehow, my brain has resisted what it has been incessantly fed with for... 18-4=14... years of schooling. mind you, unconsciously. read: not of my own volition.

believe me, i really want to study and not fail the exam.

but.

here i am, sitting pretty, warming the chair my skinny ass is sitting in. in viva las tropicanas, with a lemonade in one hand, and sunblock lotion in the other.

which reminds me: a tinge of the future summer days has just been offered by Mother Earth, and jesus me, its hawt. gotta hand it to the atmosphere though. it and its humidity-filled expression of its wrath. hey, with all the CFCs and plutonium and fart out there, i'm not surprised. if i was the atmosphere, i would let the UV rays do its talking and burn the hell out of this planet. that's what i call reciprocity.

i am really, really bored. and so not in the mood for raw, bare org chem mindfuck.

but what can i do? i'm still a grade whore. was, is and will always be. id or no id.

must study. must study. must study.

or not.