joey's pc is what i am using

i just realized that i'm too lazy to make complete sentences. oh, and that i'm also too lazy for anything. i'm bound to contribute to the accumulating shit in this planet. i'm bound to be a shit. (technically, everyone of us are bound to be shit.. degraded by saprophytes and transformed into the most formidable humus in the soil).

fuck you, loser of all losers. just because i look like a nerd (and yes, i admit i am) doesn't mean i don't have a life. so stop telling me to quit cads, quit studying, quit x, where x is anything that makes me feel good about my being alive, alert and enthusiastic. stop bugging me. because seriously, you don't want me mad. i have psychopathic tendencies. don't be the catalyst for its activation. you don't want that, i swear.. with my right hand raised.

joining cads is an eye opening experience for me. it just proves that believing in miracles is not enough, relying to them is the absolute prerequisite to happiness. however, this event has also painfully highlighted what a pathetic dancer i am.

no credit cards. no mother. extreme sadness. freedom.

i repeat. i am not a genius. stop treating me like one. ang feeler ko naman pakinggan. i mean it though.

i wish i could just live in dubai right now and finish my studies there. that's a quite nice proposition from roger. but then there's med school.. tsk. tsk. complicates everything.

i thank god for putting me in the right block. i just love them all.

i'm losing weight when all i ever think about is.. kelan pa kaya ako tataba noh?

i'll die early. i'm really, really positive about this. plus, i really really believe that i'm destined to be a prophet. whatever.

i love biostat. i just love it. i miss math... i miss hating it. so, biostat kind of reminds me how hate-able math is.

i want to tell you something. but i think you're too shallow for you to take it. so forget fancy secret relaying.

from the pisay movie trailer.. (psst. illumina, watch tayo!!!).. "you are nothing.. but a unicellular protozoan amoeba"... winner! another winning line.. *with the bisaya accent... "you are the bist of the bist.. you are the krem of the krem of the krahp"... it just makes me miss pisay all the more so.

must make bota lab project. fuck the moving exam. but must make project. must make 5%.

*sa palagay ko, ako lamang ang nakahihinuha sa mga kuru-kurong aking inihain sa pahinang ito. mas masaya ito.. hooh.

kevs ko kung di nyo gets. dabah?