first week of second year

god i hate this. i have no network card, no modem, no sound card installed in my laptop. which means no internet, no music, no tv series watching, no freaking everything that a modern laptop can do. basically, what i have right now is an ultrasavvy electrical typewriter. i would have liked the savvy part, but come the freak on. i'm a teenager. i'm entitled to the entertainment features of the modern computer. why has the world stripped this off of my device. whatever. but still.

on the good side. i like my history teacher. i think i will learn a lot from him.

on the bad side. ms. else dapat is not dr. salvacion angtuaco. she can't even explain evolution clearly. even with the "Ph.D." level she has subtlely boasted in front of 95 bored and reluctant compa. ana. learners. ok fine. i'm just bitter.

i think this will be a great sem. not because i'm sure of it. but there's what what we call dream, wish and hope. it's all of them. (Huh?)

and oh, oh... i'm trying out for cads. haha... what an illusionist (wrong use of the word.. ). i'm not that good in dancing, but i was inspired by this quote made by michael jordan about how okay it is to fail than never to have tried. i'll rather be a failure than a loser (what's exactly the diff? scratch head.. scratch head). so there. TRY OUTS. but again. dream, wish, hope. it's never bad to do those things.

so god bless my soul.

and i'm ending this thing on a sad note. i'm not minoring in french anymore. sniff sniff (cocaine.. shocks, pathetic!). it's just too far away from the medical world (which is the world i really want to be a part of), and i think i don't have any plans of practicing my future profession (assuming?) in france, belgium, canada, south africa or any french speaking territory for that matter. i want to work here. in las filipinas. my very own third world. it's a conscience thing.. haha. as if i have one.

so there.