i was looking through the lists of my posts.. and i suddenly saw that this entry was labelled as a draft.. haha.. maybe i unknowingly clicked that draft button.. tsk tsk.. and seeing that this is a pretty long entry.. well.. sayang naman kung hindi ko ipopost.. so there.. this date is supposed to be for may 18.. haha..

i want to sleep but i can't. and my mind is currently on the floating world right now. and everything that i have done today were all screw ups. sucked at the moving exam. sucked at zoo lec.. didn't understand anything at all about today's discussion... sucked at filipino (but then ,when did i not suck at this subject?)... sucked at portering (oh really.. to the one that i unfortunately roused... i'm terribly sorry..).

my soul is just floating right now...

oh.. and just a quick retort:

in fairness to me... and no, i'm not making any excuses of what i did.. i know it was indeed a horrible thing for me to do.. and i did tell you that i did a thing that's really bad to you... minus the exact details.. hihi..

but i was thinking.. how many lab reports did i share to you? and by share... i mean, completely let you copy (ok.. not verbatim.. but editing it doesn't really change the fact that i did let you borrow/copy my lab reportsss..).. fine.. lame excuse... but still... consider it my twisted version of mutualism.

and at that time, i was really, REALLY incapable of thinking anything.. and i was really, REALLY desperate to pass an essay. and oh, just so you know.. i got a C+ in that essay... so, karmic forces do exist in this world... if you're praying for gaba to strike me.. don't worry... it already did... and yeah.. again, i wish to say sorry.

i swear i'm not gonna let anyone borrow my laptop anymore.. i'll keep it in my cabinet, where it's safe (please alec.. do remember this...). it's just wrong to open files in a laptop that's not yours.. especially if the owner of the laptop is not there... but that's beside the point.. it doesn't change the fact that i did a horrible thing.

and ahem... i must insist... i do have a brain... sometimes inefficient.. sometimes dumb... but most of the time.. quite good, in my opinion...

shet.. katugon gyud ko..

patuluga ko lord!!!