out of fil frustrations

1 day left, still no paper for fil. not. one. word. i should panic right now! but i ain't doin that! what the hell is wrong with me??

and i just realized that i will terribly miss my literature classes (there won't be any again since lit classes are limited for the freshies. except of course if i take up a minor in lit.. which is like suicide..). i will miss the bluffing sessions. i will miss the interpret-the-short story/poem-anyway-you-want-as-long-as-there-is-enough-"substantiation" (tsk. tsk. excessive use of the dash) lectures. and of course our lit teacher, whose gentle and meek demeanor masks all the kaastigan she has in her (imagine, consultation sa smocket garden!!)

and i just realized that i can think better if use english in my thinking. whaddaheck! what happened to the "alagad ng wikang filipino" that i unabashedly used to describe myself long long long... long ago. poof! i guess, it became koko crunch and has sadly taken part into the sewage systems of the world!

aaargghh... i feel like the words disappointment and anxiety should be replaced with the word alec in all dictionaries and thesaurus(es?) right now.

note to moi: bitter bitch! quit ranting and surfing the net! do your freaking job as a student, bitch!

*see.. twisted priorities. 2 blog posts in one day. 0 fil paper in one weekend.

un dieu ont la pitié !