for the sake of updating this poor wasteland of incoherent thoughts

ok.. 12:49... which means I have exactly 11 minutes to type whatever my mind, in coordination with my pasmadong hands, wants to type.

so...

AHH.. ano ba ang isusulat ko?

ai tama... i made a major major decision in my life.

i'm shifting to health sci.. hahaha..

after all the dramatics, theatrics and semantics I gave to my parents, finally they agreed.

to let me shift.. although with a very obvious tone of pagmahay.

yeah, i know. i don't look like i'm suited for medicine (or for anything for that matter.. what with all my self-worth fast diminishing)... but, it's just that suddenly my heart (yes dear, my heart.. it's not mindlessly numb ya know) had a sudden twist to its resonant dogoogsh doggoogsh.. which made me decide to finally shift.

oh my god, 5 minutes na lang...

but, i still love chem and i always will.

pero dba may chemical medicine naman..?

haha.. maybe that would be my specialty.. clinical chemistry.. i've heard and researched about it. so it's all good for me.. (if good means life-long struggle to differentiate myself from other hungry-for-success individuals).

WHATEVER.

promise, tomorrow, really tomorrow

i'll write lucidly..

oh freaking fuck.. 1 minute na lang.
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