i lost

i feel so defeated today.

today is the best time to say "just because I gave it my all, doesn't mean I'm gonna end up having it all too".
Reciprocity doesn't apply in good ambitions.

It's just a matter of Taoism- your destiny flowing along with the water puzzle created just for you.

Nothing more.

Nothing less.

hai... life. that's that.

chem long test tomorrow! care enough to wish me a miracle? (as if a miracle is enough)