nov 7 pa to siya actually, just felt like posting it

wow..

That's what I first thought when I got my grades for the 1st semester of my 1st year of college life.

And then a smile..

wahh.. I'm not so bobo after all.

and then suddenly, looking at the bottom of that white paper where my semestral QPI is written, given to me
along with the registration form--- pisting yawa, DL ko.

now, i'm happy.

i know this ecstasy i'm feeling is superficial and as transient as life itself .

but let me enjoy what i am enjoying while it still lasts...

it's sad to think that grades actually don't mean a thing in the real perspective of life.

i certainly and unfortunately know that to be true.

and whoever said that being a DL equates to intelligence... lied sort of.

it's all about having the right teachers, studying at the right place and at the right time (and not, contrary to popular belief, everytime), getting the most partial points out of wrong answers.in short- it' all about having good and kind luck by your side.well, i can say I had those things with me last semester (except maybe for some uber demanding teachers),.

nonetheless, i hope and pray that my luck will not run out this 2nd sem...i'm also wishing (wish, not hope, because I know it's almost nearing the land of the unlikely and impossible), that I will stop my CARELESSNESS and LAZINESS.

I don't want to sacrifice my sleeping time just to cram papers, again! (or so i wish... again.)

HAI... anyway...

ever wonder what happened to my life during the break?

A BIG FUCKING NOThING, that's what!

as in wala!

except for my passing out incident which took place after drinking lambanog and tuba (alternately and for a long time), nothing adventurous and fun came my way during the break.

having the grass, the cows and the freakishly cold wind as my daily companions for almost 2 weeks surely sucked all the happiness running through my system (and thus, the exaggerated bliss regarding my grades)

and also, i miss DAVAO.

and whoever is gonna stop me from going back in DAVAO this Christmas break will receive a something that is definitely mean and bad from me (kahit na relatives ko pa kayo.. hehe....)

a friend of mine (you know who you are!) said something to me which left me in a confused state... until now.

it has something to do with the degree of seriousness and childishness that I have.

basta, it was disturbing but it was also really true.... ...