bare with me (as in bare! not bear... this goes out to the unwitty people lurking around this planet)

i miss the times when i can just be my crazy, jolly-demented self.

the one who makes people laugh despite the weirdness of it all.

the one who cheats just for the adventure of it (and for the grades too.. aminin mo na kasi....thankfully, i'm so over that pathetic "cheating=higher grade" phase)

the one who mocks everyone lovingly.

the one who actually cares, even if he hates to admit that he does.

the one who can be an outsider one minute and an insider the next.

the antisocial freak with a social heart

it's just that..ahhh... i can't even, uh, never mind...

don't be emo, you self... hindi bagay. luod and yaks...

blame it on that shitty freezing point chem eek shit.

BUT

ironically, i lurve Chem.

Falling in love with Chem, sounds completely dorky, geeky, nerdy (i miss this word .. hai... so much for that) and fuck-nots.

but heck,

it's better than

exerting extreme effort to live a life of credible make-believe

convincing yourself that your too young and immature to do anything grown-up

yes, fantastic, but a fantasy still.

so you chem ha... bantay lang gyud ka...

kay i will make love to you ra ba gyud for the next 5 years of my life... everyday (with little breaks during weekends and holidays)..

HAHAHA...

"i thought you were the type of person who has a love life"

blink, blink.

are you mocking me?

wait 'til it becomes true.

the thing with me is that you should never ever assume that I can't do things.

yup, that's a live ticking bomb-threat...