of hating math and denying changes

remember the last post i made about my recent math long test?

about how phenomenal (to the extreme level) it is?

did it affect my current sentiment about this oh-so-crappy but so important, like your gonna die type of important, subject?

Did you guess yes?

My answer is NO.

Because I just hate math, hardcore...

I don't understand it...

Even if I got a B and a B+ and in two long tests (the other two, were a C and C+), I still hate it.

Which is kind of ironic because right after writing this stupid entry, I promised myself to study Math, hardcore.

On other things...

It's funny how my high school friends say I've changed....

Because as far as I can see, I'm still me...

the self deprecating, careless obsessive-compulsive, pathetic, weird, pessimistic, conniving trash talker that I was.

those were pretty harsh words for an uncalled for self-description, so I'll add one good thing to that list, maybe insert it after pathetic. That word is, tentenenentenen (I had a hard time spelling this word (?), well..so much for onomatopoeia), happy (I'm a happy person, surprise surprise...)

the only thing that changed about me is well...
i think the way I clothe (can clothe be averb? is it even a word?) myself (however, i still do the signature (yuck, feeler!) yagit/musmusing bata attire if I feel like it)...

but as far as other aspects of who I really am, nothing really has changed..

But I don't know if its good or bad..

just like the entry before this one i'll this one up by saying...

hai, mag study na lang ko ug math (add grrr for dramatic effects....)

sa mga mga matiyagang nagbasa hanggang sa puntong ito (kahit na mas may kwenta pa ang mga maliliit na langgan kaysa sa mga salitang nabasa at kamangha-mangha ang pagbibigay tulad sa langgam at mga salitang naisulat ko), maari po lamang na gawan niyo ako ng testi sa friendster sapagkat kasulukuyan ko pong pinanunumbalik ang buhay ng nilulumot kong friendster account... maraming salamat!