mother's day fiasco

mothers day fiasco

Today, I just got into a big fight with my mother. TODAY- which is supposed to be Mother's day for pete's sake. And it's just because of a stupid bordering to preposterous incident and an almost always (I like to think of it as sometimes) mean, foul mouth that I unfortunately possess. Sheesh, what a stupid, stupid mouth.

About good things naman...

YEHEY! Katharine Mcphee is still alive in American Idol. I really thought she will get the boot last elimination night, and boy was I surprised when I learned Chris Daughtry is the one eliminated. It just means that the goddess can still prove to us mortals how good she really is. I hope she will not be nervous or be concerned with people who bash her (they're just really jealous of her). I hope she focuses on her singing, because she really has an uber- incredible, majestic, heavenly, super (and all superlatives) voice.

I heard she will be singing Somewhere over the Rainbow. I'm really excited with this song because it's my all-time favorite song to sing while I'm doing my daily ablutions in our bathroom.
I think it would be wonderfully perfect for her voice and range. Can't wait for next week's Top 3 Performance. American Idol is really getting into me!

And as much as I hate Taylor Hicks to the extremes, I think he will be the one to win American Idol (bleh! American Idol is a singing competition, not a pagalingan tayo maging epileptic competition, poor Americans). Just cringing at the imminent reality of Taylor Hicks winning Idol. Argh! Sorry Hubs hehe!

Bummer things na naman...

I feel that I did not qualify for the FEAD leadership program. Not that I'm desperate to enter this program ha... It's just that the opportunity to improve myself is already there, I just didn't do my best at all in the interview, so I think I blew that opportunity. But it's just an intelligent hunch, a fearless forecast. It's still not a reality, but it's the most probable future reality that I can make for myself.

Naks, as if naman I want to be a leader.

Heck no! When I finish college (or my masteral or MAYBE even my doctoral studies, talk about lofty dreams!), I want to be nothing but a subordinate, just a subordinate (with a big salary of course, hehe...). I just think being a leader does not fit my personality. Just an opinion about myself lang naman, malay mo some years from now I will be the president of this country (big HAHAHA there!)

Nako when I'm depressed, I get into these self-depreciation activities and I find it hard to stop myself from doing these things.

Well, thanks for that book- Lolita by Vladimir Nabokov- at least I still got a reason to be happy. Good words, good life peepz! It's seldom that you find books that can make you feel fulfilled and can get you out of your as-of-the-moment problems (at least temporarily), and I say, treasure and value them, if not with all your life, with all your heart will do.

Next time, folks!

Alec---
OUT!

(I just can't help writing it, my Idol addiction compulses me to do that). : - )